this is nadyra writing to you on a lazy sunday from her bed.
recently, i've been surrounded by stories of broken hearts and tears from people around me that i just have to write about it: heartbreak.
during fourteen years of my life, i've experienced many heartbreaks. my heart breaks over the littlest things: when exciting plans are cancelled, when i don't get what i want, when things don't go the way i expected them to, when my favorite celebrities date (seriously) and when people disappoint me. to talk about fourteen years, that's a lot.
but the worse heartbreak, at least for me, comes from love. maybe it's my dramatic adolescent heart, but nothing breaks my heart as badly as love does.
you know that old chuck palahniuk saying, you always hurt the one you love? well, it works both ways. the one you love can always hurt you.
when it comes to people you love, we don't know why, you have this big expectations of them that somehow always ends up backfiring and hurts you instead. with big love comes big hope, and with big hope, comes big pain.
but that doesn't mean that hope is a bad thing. it's not. sometimes, it's hope that keeps you going when you have nothing else to hold on to. it's just that sometimes you have to know when you should let go.
i just have one question: what happens if you don't want to let go?
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